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Yes that is how I feel today!  Yesterday I went to my Aunts funeral she was 91.  It was at the church I grew up in very nostalgic day.  I sat behind my sister who had a doctors appointment to find out if the cancer she had was back.  As a sat beside my 86 year old mother and looked around at all my cousins that I never get to see and thought about how I was baptized in this church had my first real kiss in this church well on church grounds anyway, I was singing hymns and just felt so cozy, tears stinging my eyes and I mean really must have been the mascara.  I just was taken back way back to my childhood, thoughts of regrets over this and that wanted to creep in but I said NO and pushed them right out.  I just savored that little moment of joy of being with my family singing the praises of God.  My cousin Jimmy was there he is my favorite cousin the sweetest guy I know.  Well anyway finally after all that my sister got her results and I don't know why I was allowing myself to be so negative but she is cancer free.  I am so happy I just kept thinking how sad and awful it would be to have to see her go through all of that again.  So that leads me to today's title blah blah blah that is how I feel after filling out two job aps on line which I Hate doing I feel like the energy has been sucked out of me.  So here I am blogging just to empty the junk in my head and now I am going to finish the book I started and just let myself rest.  I think stuff like that takes you on an emotionalacoster and you have to let yourself just rest for a day kinda pamper yourself!  So that is what I am going to do.  Praying for a peppy tomorrow!

Super Great Day!

　

　
　
Ok so I am having one of those super exciting days where I am getting things accomplished. The Captain has really be on me about organizing and mostly getting rid of more stuff. If you think that is now hard just try it just sell your house, sell your belongings, give away what you can’t or wont sell like the sentimental things that are sentimental to you but not anyone else. Any way and then move into a boat that is way too small for the stuff that you kept. I cant believe I will stand there and deliberate over shirts that I have 5 of I touch them look at them look away from them touch them and finally I am like just stop it you have not worn these shirts in who knows when you will probably never be skinny enough to wear them with out showing your rolls so give em up! Finally I take everyone off the hanger and plop them into the out you go pile. Oh it felt so good I was so proud and boy did it give me more room. After that it just seemed to flow more and more STUFF just going in the to go pile. Every belt gone! I hate belts I mean I do love them on other people but I really hate to wear them so gone!
I am anxiously waiting for Scott to get home so I can show him how much space we have and he has a space for his clothes now. I guess it is only fair that he have a place to put his belongings right? J I kept my pesky little fingers out of his area I did not mess with any tools! I did organize his clothes but he should thank me for that!
Then I was super happy when I was able to give the clothes away to my neighbors who probably did not need any more stuff either because they too live on a boat but hey what is a little more new stuff and if they are good live a boards they will get rid of old stuff to bring in the new stuff.
Also today I gave a massage to my friend Steve you know Mimzies husband. He was complaining about his elbow hurting and I remembered giving a massage to a girl in St. Pete complaining of pain in the same area and after working on her she had no pain in that area. So while Mimzie and I chatted I worked on Steve that was fun because not only is it good practice for me I gave it in the location that I am going to be offering massage in behind the boats we call it the Tiki Hut it is right off the water and it really is so pretty I will post some pictures later. I am praying that He gets relief from the pain. Also that it is so amazing that he brags about it to all the other live a boards in the neighbor hood I really need to jump start my Spa business.
Well I am off to Steve and Mimzies for supper we are having brocks and I am bringing potato salad. It is so nice to have friends and a place that really feels like home!

Stumbling

Here I am stumbling again and what have I stumbled upon this time well now that I am an official blogger I kinda do things backwards I went to find other cool bloggers and look what I found you will love it.  http://www.heyitsamy/ and http://www.godandstuff/ I am like WOW talk about deep rich fun crazy and all about JESUS what more could we want?  I really have not taken the time to read everthing but it will take time so for my followers aka Mimzie and fam I wanted to share what I have found.  :)